People around me

To people about me behind my back, going over my head?Ace Rothstein: What people?Nicky Santoro: What people? What'd you think? I wasn't gonna find out?Ace Rothstein: I don't even know what you're talking about Nick.Nicky Santoro: No? You said I'm bringing heat on you? I gotta listen to people because of your fucking shit? You're ordering me out? You better get your own fucking army pal!Ace Rothstein: I didn't do anything. I mean, I didn't order you or anybody. I only told Andy Stone that you had a lot of heat on you and that was a problem.Nicky Santoro: You want me to get out of my own fucking town?Ace Rothstein: Yeah I said let the bullshit blow over for a while, so I can run the casino. Anything goes wrong with the casino it's my ass, it's not yours, it's my ass!Nicky Santoro: Well, I don't know whether you know this or not, but you only have your fucking casino because I made that possible. I'm what counts out here, not your fucking country clubs or your fucking TV shows! And what the fuck are you doing on TV anyhow? You know I get calls from back home every fucking day, they think you went batshit!Ace Rothstein: I'm only on TV because I got to be able to hang around the casino. You understand that, you know that, come on.Nicky Santoro: You fucking ass! You could've had the food and beverage job without going on television. You wanted to go on TV.Ace Rothstein: Yeah, I did want to go on TV. That way I have a forum, I can fight back. I'm known. People see me. They know they can't fuck around with me like they could if I was an unknown, that's right, yeah!Nicky Santoro: You're making a

Straight.That being said, I have had straight guys come on to me quite a few times. It has been guys who I was good friends with and I guess they figured they could talk to me about their weird fantasies and stuff and trust me not to go off telling. I think most people are curious to some extent and I guess when they get to be good friends with me they find it easy to talk to me. Especially after a few beers and stuff. But here's what I tell them. I have always told them that I am not the gay guy that they get to try that with. I actually feel bad after telling them that because I don't want to hurt their feelings. But at the same time I think them doing something with me and then wondering what would happen after it is over would be miles worse. And this may sound corny too, but I only have sex with people I'm in love with and who love me back. I know that's just something freaky these days, but I have made a pledge to myself. But I also feel that guilt you're feeling when I turn them down. I always tell them that it's not because they're ugly, nasty, freaky, or whatever but just because I value their friendship and respect too much. I also respect myself more than just being a freaky sex monster.Now, that being said... I know that I am very different from most gay people. I also know that a lot of straight people try to demonize gay people for being easy, but I have seen the straight community just as danged easy if not worse. I guess being in a majority kind of clouds ones perception of what's going on around them sometimes. But also keep in mind, that he is another dude. Us gay people have the same over and beyond sex drive that straight guys do. And it can get kind of hard to control it (why God made masturbation). And if you are cute then the guy probably just went a little overboard. Plus maybe the idea of a challenge made it even more tempting for him. And if alcohol was involved, YIKES!!!If this guy is not a jerk (which is also a possibility to consider) then I would just talk to him and apologize. Just let him know that you are straight, have no intention of messing around with a dude, but you respect him and don't want to let drawing a steadfast line not to cross get in the way of you guys having fun around each other. Let him know that you are

Life to people. 7Everyone who wins against Satan will receive all these things from me. I will be their God and they will be my children. 8But I will punish other people. They include:people who are afraid of trouble;people who do not believe in Jesus;people who do disgusting things;people who murder other people;people who have sex in a wrong way;people who use magic to hurt people;people who worship idols;people who tell lies.All these people will go into the lake of fire that burns with sulphur. That is the second death for people.’The new city of Jerusalem comes down from heaven 9Then one of the seven angels with the seven bowls that were full of the seven final troubles came to me. He said, ‘Come with me! I will show you the bride who will become the Lamb's wife.’ 10Then God's Spirit caused me to see and to hear strange things. The angel carried me away to a great mountain that was very high. He showed me God's own holy city, Jerusalem. The city was coming down out of heaven from God. 11It had the bright glory of God. It shone like a valuable jewel that is called jasper. It shone like clean glass. 12The city had a very big, high wall around it. The wall had 12 gates in it. 12 angels stood at the 12 gates. The names of the 12 tribes of Israel's people were written on the 12 gates. 13There were three gates on each side of